I’ve been watching cencerd porn only, for the past 3 years, I even think in cencerd now no skin only black outline, and I’ve conditioned my mind to literally get sick at the thought of not only seeing porn cencerd, but now it feels like even cencerd porn is to much, even full black out is like its to much for me, stimulating wise and too good for me to look at…so my question is were do I go from here??????